Amazing Opportunity... perhaps?

I'm not sure if I should be talking about this since I haven't received ANY confirmation yet, but I'm so freaking excited about it I could almost puke! LOL
I have been contacted by Grant Miller from Spark People press relations... he asked me if I'd consider having my weight loss story featured in REDBOOK magazine's monthly weight loss success story feature!!!

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When I read the email, I actually got CHILLS down my spine! Me... I couldn't believe that they would even consider me? WOW, I feel absolutely BLESSED that I have even been contacted about this... let alone the fact that it COULD become a reality!!!
Of course I said I'd LOVE to have my story featured there and I'd LOVE to spread the Spark there! I am still in AWE of this! What a wonderful email to receive tonight... I never would have expected that!
I'll keep you posted on what he replies back!
*fingers crossed*
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an Exercise in Self-esteem

I found a great article on SparkPeople today... It's about Exercising for the right reasons... check it out, it might give you a whole new perspective on why you go to the gym!

Feeling puffy.

Well, I wore my new favorite skort to the gym today (as a participant) and as I saw myself in the mirror I was like "Who's that chubby girl?" Ugh!

Since I started SparkPeople (like a month ago)... I've actually gained weight!!! (... and I'm consiously trying NOT to!!! ....That is the part that is extremely deflating to me :( )

I have no idea what is wrong with my body right now!
NO.IDEA.